A Crescendo of Pain.......

The past few days or really more than a week I have this unbearable pain aching my body to the point of physically stressing me out and making me so tired. I know its time to see my rhuemy again as my immune system had gone overboard or in my rhuemy terms 'overactive'.

My worst time is early in the morning lying in bed with numb hands and upper back that feels like being run over by a truck not to mention the pain in each movement to get out of bed. Still I need to do some exercise to bring myself to work my limbs so that blood could really flow through my veins again. 

Tomorrow I will have to travel on a 4 hours trip to get my blood test before I can see my rhuemy on Friday. I think I would need to take back my MTX  for some relief. I am worry about my kidney as I felt some discomfort on my right side the last 2 days.